1st May 2012

18.59

woah

how time flies,how things change and things rush like water
...rushing down river...

it is the first of May ,

and a lot of things needs to be done before the weekend

saturday was fantastic,but all too frantic
trying to do everything and it seems the hours in the day
are not enough!

couldnt wait for the evening to ome knowing we are going o go somewhere
and i know it will all be fun...

i miss him so much and it seems like there is always not enough time to do
everything we want to do together ...haha!

and there he was waiting for me :)
it seems like forever the days in between us...

always waiting for his kisses,his touch his wonderful soft skin on mine,
our hands locked together...

sigh

as we sat waiting for the concert to start,we didnt realize how
good the singer was!

omg
she was fantastic and we really loved her music...

she had such a powerful voice and looked angelic wearing that outfit..

took several photos,

that i want one day to put on a frame and an album,
all the memories we shared together

telling a story of the life we have
to keep
to remember how good everything is,

how we tried to fit in everything in our lives
but
still
we are here... xxxx



trying to find a place on top of looking after a place..
holding down a job,
trying to fit everything about family
making sure everyone is happy xxx

she should be happy,
he should be happy
they should be happy...
dog should be happy

haha

these are things i lways keep in mind,
all should be happy...

specially my son
and Him

talking to gardener and he said,how is it going to be here when you move?
what about doggy? he will feel so lonely without you around all the time....

i said...

doggy will be fine,he knows i am just around just not all the time...

young boy asked when he heard me trying frantically speaking to agent
while trying to type and he asked 'why?'
i was too busy i asked back 'why what?'

boy:why do you need to register for that?are you leaving us?
me: no?
boy:so,why do you need to get another studio,you already haveone with us?

i felt my heart sank as i know he feels sad to hear that...

i just said, i must go find another one as i have to make sure i have my own place to go
just in case i am needed somewhere else sometimes...

he looked puzzled but i just smiled and told him its going to be fine...


next month wwe will be together and then i will be moving
and i know with everything thats going on,

i wont even realize its all going to be tomorrow!!!

how fast things need to move...
however i want to pace it,
circumstances seems to push things forward a bit more quicker...

how excited i am to see how things are going to be...summer is almost here
never thought that me and Him will last as long as this...

how wonderful how things just fall into place,without even trying
without even forcing anything...

i love him,i do love him...

and to the woman who sang this song,when we were sat on saturday
listening to her voice that filled the room,
who made think back last summer...

yes i do remember the first time we laid together...
and i have always thought that it would be the last time all the time...

but i am glad i was completely wrong...


xxxxxx